Going Mad...

I think i am going mad... hubby not at home. i everyday go out hor.. Makes me even more tired leh. dunno am i abnormal anot??

I no nid do hsework, no nid cook.. more tired than normal days. i think i gg mad liao.

then bb also no reaction inside leh. quite worried leh. no MS nothing. realli very worried leh. also no budget to see gynae to scan also. telling myself & bb that i trust GOD & bb that my little one is still inside leh. Maybe read too much from forum thread abt bb no heartbeat all this lar.

But i starting to lose appetite liao lor.. no appetite to eat dinner also.. but got temptions at time to eat this & that. but be4 getting pregnant i also that greedy liao leh. so i dun feel much difference in my this pregnancy... aiyoo i also duno am i worrying too much..

Saw a GP on tues he say if i dun like milk, dun force myself to drink.. i miserable bb also suffer with me. he say just let it be natural i want to drink just drink, dun like then dun drink. so hb not at home so i also dun buy milk to drink.. mostly drink soya bean milk which i believe is also good lor. can lar hor?ahahhaa